ugh

did you know that picking a grad school is feeling impossible right now?

wading through all these university's websites is making me depressed. they are all so complicated and it takes forever for me to learn my way around for just one school. then i have to start all over when i look up a new university.

i don't want to see a potential class course workload

i don't want to know about the research project required for graduation that takes 3 years

i don't want to try and find if its CCA certified or not, because they never tell me if they are

i don't want to see a list of intimating classes

i don't want to see the cost of tuition

i don't want to live in florida, iowa or texas

i don't want to keep going with this application process, i am just starting and i can already tell it going to be a monster

i don't want to keep asking myself if i really want to do this.....

because at the end of the day its always yes.

which means i can't stop this process but have to keep going

blarg