timing

heavenly father has perfect timing. even if it seems quite crummy. once you take a step back and take off your mortal perspective lenses you catch a glimpse of the bigger picture. that bigger picture is always better than what you thought. hard and scary things are really blessings.

last week i got sick and eventually ended up having to get surgery- the week before finals. which meant i was missing the last week of classes and studying time for finals. as i recouped at home i thought "how in the world am i suppose to 1. catch up in my classes 2. feel well enough to take my finals 3. do well on my finals." i am quite a perfectionist when it comes to school - so the thought of missing class and missing or taking finals after surgery is a complete nightmare.

if you told me the situation i found myself in - i would not be able to think it possible to not fail all the finals.

but guess what? i am doing the very thing with the worst conditions i could think of and i am just fine. i am making it and its not even half as bad as i thought it would be.

"with God all things are possible."

i am happy, healthy and finals are going great. i am really appreciating what it feels like to be healthy and Heavenly Father's timing. What if it happened the week of finals instead of the one before? or while I was in NYC for Thanksgiving? or on Christmas? or while i was in Jerusalem?

the week i missed of classes were actually really quiet so i didn't miss much.

so i am just feeling very blessed to have my health problem fixed and my finals all done! (just one left) i know i wouldn't have been able to do this without Heavenly Father's help and love.